Thusrday...spirits lifting

Today is the first day on caffeine since the operation. Yahoo natural Colombian Buzz. Even helped with the soreness. I knew I would pick myself up today and smile., my teenager is going to a dance tonight with his girlfriend, she's a girl and just a friend as he likes to point out. They we're so cute at dinner time. Life is going on all around me now. People we're here in time of crisis and made the route so much easier. Hope the end is soon, of bad news and diagnosis,time to heal and let go of what ifs, time to dream of the future. Live in the now.
Ok now I am sounding preachy. Someone was over today and talking about all these problems people we're having people I don't know. I wanted to yell out loud stop it stop it..I don't want bad news or gossip its poisoning my plants............ let alone me. When we say things do we say it with love??? Do we want to hear that someone might have it worse then us??? Was I someone who didn't accept people as they are, did I gossip to make myself feel better? Did I gossip or chatter and natter about nothing because that is what humans do? For today I promise not to gossip or listen to others misfortunes, I will wish well for others and keep karma positive. I will be sickening sweet until it feels real and it isn't something to try on.