Monday, September 21, 2009

Monday Sept 21st Last day of Summer

This is probably the most stressful week I will ever have. Waiting to see if Cancer is in the lymph nodes. Imagine the feeling, unless you've been diagnosed with this you can't imagine, pure unadulterated fear. No other word comes to mind. So you have to dig to the bottom of your core and pull out optimism. Because if the news isn't good you'll really need the optimism to carry you. Do exactly what you want and refuse to let a chance of negativity in. for me the negativity from myself is choking so someone accidentally saying the wrong thing is brutal.
I wish I was this naturally syrupy sweet woman, but those who know me, know the mean Sukey streak so when in her cave, don't touch her. Thank God I don't go there very often. Maybe I'm finally out. But won't know until tomorrow.

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