I hope I never forget the depth of my sorrow today, because it has to all be up from here. I am anticipating great joy. The tears stung, the breast was sore the anger the annoyances all fell hard today. But tonight I feel free and I know I will wake up tomorrow and be my spirited self. I have to be, otherwise this illness will win and it cannot be allowed to take my light.
Ok that's a little deep for me. I don't think I ever felt such sadness for myself. I hope when I feel joy again I will feel it from the tips of my tippy toes to the end of my hair. I need to remember all the miracles and the lessons I have witnessed and learned up until now. There is great love on this earth. Those of us who have it have to spread it. There is so much to do so many to help. I'm not good at feeling to the core. So much pain from the past. That ended today I cried like a Mother Bear who just lost her cub.
I was blessed today with loved ones who caught me as I fell, thank you.
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