I don't even know if I'm spelling mastectomy right who cares. We all know what it is to some degree, they are taking my left breast. Now this is my choice, I could have a lumpectomy but heelllloooooooooooooo like I want this back??? They think its just here in the breast. Have to have screening lymph nodes checked. Helllooooooooooooooooo take the breast. Leaving the right one, as is . She is fine and will miss the left very much. Am I scared and using humour to cover my true dark deep feelings ...awwwwwwwwwww yeah!! I refuse to go to a negative place no negative no negative. . Some of you write on face book and I cannot tell you what that has meant to me. Suppport is paramount when confronted with this Big C word.
Frank appears back to normal today. Wow, he was telling me he loved me 25 times an hour. OK so this has stopped but I kind of miss it although it was driving me crazy. Come to think of it lots is driving me crazy lately. Like who the hell is going to clean the kitty litter when I'm in the hospital, no one folds laundry right and Robert like slams the microwave door every night at midnight. He advised me yesterday that Chili would be a great snack. Manipulater I made him one tonight huge batch. Quite good. I don't know how to spell manipulater either. Did I tell you I won the spelling bee in grade 3. Should never have happened as I never studied my spelling after that , hell I won!!! So perhaps I have the spelling level of a 10 year old. Naw to hard on myself and that is negative. I type to fast thats it.
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