Well I'm definitely not going into March like a lion, more like a lost lamb. Chemo been done for a Month and all of a sudden no Oncology visits, I miss the nurses. No extra mural, no blood work no more flowers.................wahhhhhhhhhhhhh .
So its a new road of waiting instead of being waited on. I loved being waited on. Its not the "poor Susan" stuff its like all of a sudden its not all about me........ wahhhhhhhhhhhh Ok enough of the wahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm moving on. My hair is growing and I like the colour my hair is an inch long and I this morning wondered if I would eventually put blond back in. So right there I know I am coming back to the new/old me. I'm working out on the treadmill and honest to god before cancer I had a flat butt....where did my J-lo butt come from. You see I don't need anyone making it about me I can do that all by myself.
I had some friends over the wonderful thing as I have said so many times are the new /old friends back in my life. So why am I sad?? I'll answer that with growth brings changes and things that will never be the same. Adjustment what a concept? Again one day at time.
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gotta say Sue, you don't look like or sound like someone going through cancer treatmens. I think you should be the poster woman for it! even when you are down your humour shines through. Even when you have every right to wallow in "poor me" you are talking about the future with positive thoughts. your strength is wonderful to see!
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