One More to Go

Well no meltdowns so far. Usually the day before I start the steroids and go for bloodwork I throw a temper tantrum. But must be because its the last one I am calm ...calm for me. What a run. Its been hard. My toes on my right foot are still numb from the last one. Well one toe. (Iam such an embellisher).
Franks away for the night, Robert hesays he aced his English.exam How he gets 80's in some is amazing as he doesn't open a book He is majoring in his girlfriend!!!!!! Much to my chagrin. Oh the teen years. I however was a perfect teen. Not!!! I remember my Mother saying "you wait young lady you'll be paid back"!! Really he isn't all that bad. But I am being paid back.
Back to the Chemo one left but I don't want it! Ok here comes the tantrum. Nope false alarm.
I got the date today for my surgery on my breast, Feb18th they will go in and take out the tissue expander so they can do the radiation in March. Then I will wait 9 months for the Breast Reconstruction. I'm not going to spend alot of time wondering if the cancer will come back. I'm going to live my life and treat my body like a temple. I don't know if I'll blog when all this is done, I definitely will through the radiation.,
There I hit the italic button again and can't turn it off. oh well
But my hair oh my hair I have quite bit of fuzz and hair on my head!!!! It's blond and dark can't really tell I always played with my hair and what little is there I am playing with. I massage it everyday certain this will increase growth. When its 2 inches I hope to just go with it. Currently there is 1/16th of an inch.
I'm going to Louisiana Feb 6th. Can't wait I will bring my wigs and for a couple of weeks all this will be a dream behind me. I won`t say nightmare because so much good has come from this experience. I have changed my outlook and I am more patient!! I try to look at situations that before would baffle me and now I`m not so baffled. Think think think and if I still need to react I think think think. Oh I still yell and pout. Come on. They took my breast not my lil selfish ways. Those will go with age , hopefully and I intend on living to a grand ol age.
xo