They said my hair would fall out but they don't tell you your head feels like a sunburn, you know the kind of sunburn that nothing can touch you're skin. But I just take e Tylenol and when my head is ok I try on my wigs. I haven't taken any calls this week well not many its to hard to chat. I have some pretty amazing friends. I have another chemo on Wednesday ughhh but after that just four more to go. I look forward to Franks grilled cheese sandwiches. Oh and ice cream udderly divine is the best.
My teenager is not adjusting to my illness and causing some turbulence please pray for me and that boy.
My cat has been out all day the lil tramp as well, poor thing is having a hard time finding mice. I went to Look good feel Good at the hospital. They showed us how to take care of our wigs, how to wear scarves, how to put on makeup. I cried the first 15 minutes (they didn't see) it was hard to accept I was one of those women. Some sat so proudly with their bald heads I am so not there yet. I may never be but I think I will be. I want to go through everything. I had my hair cut so short yesterday and oh I never wanted short hair on me. When I am feeling like myself I try the wigs on and am getting a little more friendly towards them.
Some ladies at Look Good told their stories and what it has been like for them, it was nice knowing I am not alone. The lady next to me was waiting for her pathology to come back. I remember how tense that time period was, and hey I got through that.
Well I have no more to write, I do have joy my light is just not shining today.
God bless my friends.
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